Okay, so last night I was all about cleaning up my food intake and I drove through Mickey D's for breakfast this morning. I'm weak - so sue me.
I also decided to get the whole Boy Next door thing out of my system. I felt like I needed some answers so I asked for them. I left him a message and said " look if you dont want to see me anymore, cool - just tell me why so I dont make the same mistake again" I even gave him a time he could call to assure that I wouldnt answer the phone.
He called back five minutes later.
The first words out of his mouth were " I love you." The screaming in my head started after that so I cant really tell you what was said after that.
I dont understand people. I especially dont understand men people.
I do understand that the only thing I will ever be able to control is myself and my reactions to things. I am learning the lessons... I just dont like them.
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